Journaling: private and public?
One morning a couple of years ago, while sitting in Starbucks, I met Bill Newman. I was writing in my journal as normal, and he – over time – had noticed that I had done this frequently. He was obviously curious because he walked right over to me and introduced himself and asked me about it. Now this has never happened to me before or since, so it was sort of odd, but as I look back on it I’m sure that God was in it.
So I told him that I had been journaling for about 25 years. This impressed him and he right away suggested that I write an article on my experience for a ministry in Arkansas that he was familiar with called Christview Ministries.
This provoked me to start pondering why I journal. I had never really put into words why I did it. But journaling is one of the few things in my life that has sustained me over the years. I’ve not stuck to too many things, but journaling is certainly one of them. Clearly I’ve needed this thing in my life and so it was good to spend some time just considering why it’s so important to me.
Christview Ministries were nice enough to publish the article on their website and they’ve kept it there since 2005.
On a related note, some have described blogging as ‘public journaling.’ That’s an oxymoron to me since I’ve always considered my journals private. I keep all twelve of mine in our safe! I don’t even let my wife read my journals! And you’ll notice that I don’t go into a lot of personal angst here on this blog, BUT YOU BET I DO IN MY JOURNAL! But maybe I’ll return the favor one day and start opening up more here since I do enjoy reading the angst of others. I hope my enjoyment is not just overactive voyeurism.
I guess if comments on my blog were more active (that is, if I got more than ‘zero comments’), maybe I’d consider it more, but there’s something that sounds really creepy about opening my life up to . . . the effluvia? Where’s the catharsis in that? Hmmm.
But check out my article and let me know what you think. While you’re there check out Cristview Ministries too. I’ve not been there, but it looks really beautiful, and John and Judy Turner, the proprietors, seem to be very caring, wise people who love our Lord.